On being good.

Its so much easier to be bad. And this includes everything we do in life. Making bad choices =so much easier. The mound of brocolli or the slice of cake?...cake wins hands down.To exercise or not exercise? Pffft like we have to wonder what is easier? To live fast or to be staid and boring? fast is so much fun! right?!

Even parenting is the same way to be firm and conservative is so much harder than to be liberal and agreable to everything a kid says. Mom can I go with my freinds this sunday? oh so much easier to say yup go ahead instead of saying stay home clean your room and spend family time with us,because it is hadrd to listen to the stomping and the grumbles and the moping around .

My existence is a constant struggle between bad and evil. From the Mundane...should I eat one or two pieces of heavily buttered soft oatmeal bread toast slathered with peanut butter and jelly(I ate them both) to the weighty should I make fun of a co-worker who is obviously a dork and thinks he is not(I made fun of him)?! On this matters you can conclude that I am rather bad.

I do have some saving graces I would like to think. I am very kind to animals ,they are innocent and have no malicious intent. To people who have special needs and the elderly, because they can't help themselves for the most part . To the truly mentally challenge,because they can't help it . I abhor vices except for eating . I don't know if this things balances out your good and bad quotient. I do know that I worry about it .

It is part of my neurosis worrying about things like perishing and burning in hell for thinking about punching somebody in the gonads for being an arrogant whippersnapper. .... Now this makes me hungry for that third piece of toast, excuse me.....